there was laughter in the grief

when I realized that all that has happened
I'm sure god wants to test my patience
because there was laughter in the grief

when the new happiness I have
in snatched god, I'm sure this is the way
because there was laughter in the grief

when the heart is torn
sad because happiness is gone
I'm sure that there was laughter in the grief

I'm sure I could and I was able to go through all this
though I live without her here
because I believe god save the best one for me
because I'm sure there is laughter in the grief

laughter that can take me off all the exhaustion of this self
fatigue that may not be published under someone else
because so heavy burden on the shoulders of this

tired, one word that can be spoken
fatigue, a word that might be implied from this face
however, do not despair I keep running from this place
trying to run and run toward the light
because I'm sure there is laughter in the grief